HOMEWORK

BLOW UP
posted on Sunday, June 30, 2013 at 6/30/2013 04:54:00 PM | 0 cmnt/s

I would blog about my Europe trip (Actually it was mostly Italy) but I am kinda busy I could drown in the workload. What am I busy with, you might ask?

1. Homework

I didn't do shit during the trip like I said I would because I would just shower and fall asleep every night after coming back. And I hate the MI department for telling us that there is homework so late. I seriously thought there wasn't any MI homework

2. AEP

This is the most frustrating task for me because I'm currently having an art-block, I can't draw anything other than Funghi, God of poop or something strange HUH??? And art isn't even something I can rush out because I take at least 3 hours to draw something A5-sized?!?!?!?! I WANT TO PUNCH MYSELF

And I don't even want to talk about using acrylic or watercolour or other media because I SUCK AT ALL THOSE SCREAAAAAAAAAAAMS

3. Housework

I came back from my trip and realised my helper ran away... Ok, whatever, that's alright. But the problem is that we found out she didn't do things rightly while when she was still here, literally everything is dirty or faulty. The vacuum cleaner is spoilt, the iron was disgusting and sticky even though it is only a few months old, the toilet pipe is kinda faulty it can't flush properly sometimes and it vibrates?!?!!?!

The kitchen sink pipe leaked again and water was all over the floor. There were lots of black and brown stuff floating on the water, we thought it was dirt at first. Then we cleared out all the stuff under then sink because everything was dirty, then I saw... a lot of cockroaches in one of the basins. UGghghgchasghcgshchas I thought I saw like 900 of them filling up the basin but according to my father apparently there were maybe like 10 only. Ugghhh it was terrible, I could hear so much scurrying when my father sprayed Baygon.

To make things worse, there are termites in my house. I am really angry and you can hear them run, it is SO SO SO SO SO LOUD. Apparently the termites are from the plants/drains/whatever nonsense at the first level, because our neighbour that lives below us has had termites in her kitchen too.

Oh and the stupid maggot termite whatever shit that attacked the shoe cupboard a couple of months ago came back AND ARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHH

4. Guess what, even though I have no time I'm still procrastinating and distracted.

Recently I've been feeling very conflicted and I want to punch everyone including myself

SOUSENKYO U PIECE OF SHIT
posted on Tuesday, June 11, 2013 at 6/11/2013 07:10:00 PM | 0 cmnt/s

Why is it so warm?! Why is the wifi at home so shitty?! Why am I so good at wasting time?! Why am I bad at math?! Today is a bad day, but its my fault. Its more or less the last day I have to do ALL the homework + AEP OMG AEP I WANT TO JUMP OFF A CLIFF I don't even have any art materials, but I can't seem to get my butt out of the house to buy the stuff I need.

URRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHH I feel so annoyed with the workload, I'm afraid I won't be able to enjoy the trip as much because the workload is always at the back of my mind. And... BAND. Band band band band band I don't think I can play for etude, I'm missing more than half of the holiday practices, I have not and will not get to play American Graphity and Japanese Graffiti IV until I come back which is only about a week before etude?!?!?!?!??!?!?!

Today, I will be talking about the AKB sousenkyo. I AM SO MAD AND UPSET AND URGH. I know I was quite upset over the results last year but this year's sousenkyo is really just ridiculous and so so so so so sad. I didn't waste my time watching the whole sousenkyo because I don't care who gets 25th and below. I started watching halfway through Yui's speech and of course the girl was crying/suffocating lol.

Things I am upset about, in order:

1. Aki Takajo's rank dropped again. I really like her but her ranking just keeps dropping, she was in senbatsu 2 elections ago!!!! I blame JKT48 I'm still very annoyed that she was moved to JKT48 I know its to make JKT popular but its called JAKARTA48 for a reason.

2. UMEDA AYAKA poor girl her life sucks

3. TOMOCHIN, KOJIHARU AND TAKAMINA'S RANKING DROPPED AAAAAAAAAAH STOP IT it really scares the shit out of me when their ranking drops STOP.

4. F*ck. Goodbye world. Mariko Shinoda is graduating. MY OSHI IS LEAVING OMg no please no no no no I don't even know how I'm supposed to like AKB48 when most of the members I like are graduating/graduated/moved to JKT48 and SNH48. I'm glad Mariko's ranking (5th) didn't drop, but when she announced her graduation I just died goodbye. She is so inspirational and cool I just feel so mad at the elections. I don't even know what to say because the word GRADUATING speaks for itself.

Soon, all the first gen members of AKB48 will disappear and AKB48 will spiral into bullshit. The only member that will probably stay is Takamina ughhh, but I wish she would just get her solo single already. I have a feeling Kojiharu will be next to graduate.

5. Just when I thought the damn elections couldn't get any worse, Yuki got 4th place. Okay... So Sasshi beat her. By then I was expecting Sasshi to get 3rd but it was Mayuyu?? Uhm, what? I don't even really like Mayuyu but I'd still pick her over Sasshi ANYDAY. I was really shocked. Then it was between Yuko and Sasshi. And before they announced the name of the second place winner Yuko jokingly(?) stood up and I guess it was funny for everyone else but it wasn't to me because I was a nervous wreck by then. AND THEN THEY F*CKING SAID THE 2ND PLACE WINNER IS FROM AKB WHAT THE F*CK?!!?!?!??!?!?!?!??!!??!?!?!? Everyone was just like OMG WHAT and Takamina's face was like :0 for about 3 minutes straight. I screamed internally and died another 3 times that day. I was bewildered and angry and shit, I really couldn't believe it. NOBODY. BEATS. QUEEN. YUKO. ok so Sasshi beat her whatevs whatevs whatevs Yuko is still Queen Yuko. But really, I'm shocked. Honestly, I can't accept a 1st that is not Acchan or Yuko. I don't hate Sasshi but I really can't stand how popular she's becoming. I feel quite sad for Yuko, its like she's always 2nd, 1st, 2nd, 1st, 2nd.

Repeat after me: ALL HAIL QUEEN YUKO. ALL HAIL QUEEN YUKO. ALL HAIL QUEEN YUKO. YUKO IS THE ONLY ONE.


I suppose there were some nice things about the elections too:

1. I'm glad bby Sae's ranking went up a little urrgghhhhh bby I miss you

2. Wmatsui are in kami 7 u go gurlz. (But I secretly wish that Rena's ranking would be higher than Jurina's)

3. Idek never mind, the elections were shit.

To sum it up, Tomochin: 'Truthfully I've always hated sousenkyo'


EDIT: Another thing I was quite pleased about: Shimazaki 'wannabe' Haruka aka Paruru ranked lower than expected. I don't normally hate on people but Paruru ugh I really don't like Paruru and her shitty attitude GURRRRLLLL that push you had was a big F L O P oops. Btw your emotional speech was that was basically "             " and that glorious face of yours that screams disgust also made it very clear that you are so thankful for your fans. Bby we are proud of you as an idol.

GOOOOD RIDDANCE I HATE SOUSENKYO GOODBYE

Solanin
posted on Thursday, June 6, 2013 at 6/06/2013 09:36:00 PM | 0 cmnt/s

Yesterday... I saw a girl wearing a long-sleeved shirt and super short shorts. ARE YOU CONFUSED ABOUT THE WEATHER?????

Suddenly remembered some songs I haven't listened to in a million years, and it feels so nice to hear them again. I feel like writing a long post about each band/artist/song but I think I will end up saying the same thing and nobody cares anyway.

But Cryptic Tokyo by Vidoll is really really nice. Vidoll was a good band.

I read another manga by Asano Inio, Solanin. Sigh I love it so much. I plan to read all the mangas by Asano Inio. I'm reading What a Wonderful World/Subarashii Sekai now. It's nice so far. I think I like Solanin the most so far, probably because Nijigahara Holograph is too confusing for me and Oyasumi Punpun is not even completed yet. Actually, some parts of Solanin seemed a bit cliche, but it was still really great. I don't know how to explain it, some parts were really sad, kind of like like everything is gone, but somehow life will still go on. Even during the saddest parts, its still somehow calm. And the happy ending, its a happy ending, but I guess you can't really forget the sad part. Anyway its a slice of life, tragedy manga, and I loved every bit of it. It left me with so many emotions I don't know?!?!?!?!? And some parts were hilarious. Billy's dreams are so weird haha

Anyway, I really like it. I feel like listening to Solanin by AKFG now ahh


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