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posted on Tuesday, April 30, 2013 at 4/30/2013 01:47:00 AM | 0 cmnt/s

You can ignore this post because I'm just talking nonsense

I was planning on not blogging till after ass week but I really have to talk about this because I'm feeling too many things.

THE KIDDIEEEE AHHHHH

I completely forgot how much I loved THE KIDDIE for like what, 2 years? I was on YouTube last night and suddenly one of the suggestions was Ukigumo by Kazoku and I can't stop listening to Kazoku and THE KIDDIE now :((( I really love Yusa's voice, it's so clear and sweet. Kazoku is totally different from THE KIDDIE and I loved both, but I'm just not used to how THE KIDDIE sounds now. I understand that a band can't make songs that sound the same all the time and needs to progress, but I think their direction has completely changed, it just doesn't suit my tastes. I just feel so sad about liking them a lot less than I used to because they were once on par with the GazettE in my band rankings. THE GAZETTE. There was a time when I couldn't give an answer when people asked me what my favourite band was. I miss that feeling!!!! I really want to love THE KIDDIE and all of their songs again but WAAAAGGGHHH it's so sad. Listening to their older songs before they went major makes me feel so sentimental and I don't know, just SAD.

I miss loving something/someone so much that it takes over my life. I used to really love drawing, I just drew everyday but now I can't draw anything and I just feel so upset when it doesn't come out right. I used to just stay on the net and watch the GazettE interviews and download pictures of all the bands. I actually had Yusa's picture in my wallet in JH1, the one on my table is still there but I don't even use my study desk so I don't see it much. There was a time when I actually watched every single YouTube video of THE KIDDIE in existence (lol because there weren't that many a couple of years back). I used to be so crazy over anime that I printed pictures of Get Backers and scotch-taped them to my desk. I WANT TO LOVE SOMETHING WITH ALL MY HEART.

Well, its not like I don't like drawing, the GazettE, THE KIDDIE or anime now, but I just feel so half-hearted about everything. I take interest in a lot of things, like baking, handicraft, whatever. But I never actually do anything, maybe I'm just hopelessly lazy????? HELP I NEED TO FIND MY PASSION AGAIN

I'm going to give THE KIDDIE's new songs another go, maybe I'll start to like them. I WANT TO LOVE YUSA WITH ALL MY HEART AGAIN BABYYYYYYYYY

By the way, THE KIDDIE's 2nd single collection album is so tempting, it has some of my favourite songs:
01.NOAH
02. beMine
03. 4F9
04. elite STAR+
05. S.M.D
06. mugen light
07. soar
08. honto wa ne
09. Beaming
10. BLACK SIDE
11. NEW WORLDS
12. PANORAMA
13. poplar
14. Blow Up
15. Arise!

Oh yeah, apparently this release is 3 years after the first single collection. THREE YEARS. Time sure flies.

 I want to continue loving the things I love till I die.

Okay this post is stupid, I'm just overwhelmed by my restored love for THE KIDDIE. The mini rant about drawing and art is probably because I need to do AEP and its 2AM. Sorry sorry this post really is dumb, but I think I will explode if I didn't write this lengthy post.

Oh yeah, I was reading the LIVE report of 9GOATS BLACK OUT's last LIVE, and I was sad. They're really gone forever, I want to buy their best album too...

OH YES GOOD BYE TIME TO DO AEP

パラレルパラレルパラレルパラレルパラレルパラレルわー
posted on Friday, April 19, 2013 at 4/19/2013 09:12:00 PM | 0 cmnt/s

Ah, ahhh... I want to watch Psycho Pass and all the other anime now but I have to study for MI and do the truckloads of homework. I'm scared I'll forget what happened in Durarara!! and Psycho Pass by the time ass week ends and I'll have to watch the episodes again.

I'm aware of all my shortcomings and flaws but I don't do anything about it???? THATS MY BIGGEST FLAW. One thing I desperately need to change ASAP is being a quitter!!! A little setback and I'll become overcooked spaghetti, just lying around and not doing anything. I don't know how many times I've thought 'Ugh... I want to quit and just sleep' while doing stuff, like AEP or studying, anything.

Haha am I the only one that likes my tumblr?

I think I'm starting to really like Soutaisei riron. The songs are really catchy, and Yakushimaru Etsuko's voice is unique.

I'm sorry if I'm impolite, moody or simply unbearable these days.

Somehow, I seem to really love songs with 'moon' or 'moonlight' in the title. They seem to have this particular relaxing feeling to it, I love it so much. The beat is always lovely too.

Nice voices are very attractive. I wish I had a nice voice, I would talk all the time if my voice was nice.

I realised I don't talk about my day in school, somehow I just forget whatever happened. Its boring anyway.

I like music like this.



Haaa I want to play Super Swing Golf and Pangya again. Pangya was one of my favourite games.

AAARRRGHGHGHGHD I've been trying to listen to relaxing music to calm down but I just feel like I need to smash something.

RUMWOLF
posted on Monday, April 15, 2013 at 4/15/2013 12:55:00 AM | 0 cmnt/s

AHHHHHHH I found a lot of grammar/spelling/EVERYTHING mistakes in my previous posts I APOLOGIZE :((((((( grrgehdhxh I feel like punching myself I AM NOT STUPID :((;

I'm afraid that my temper is getting worse... AND I THINK IT'S BECAUSE OF BAND AND MY CLASS. I would write a long rant about how shitty band and 404 (sometimes, most of the time) can be but I'm too lazy. I feel bad writing this paragraph but I just feel like everything sucks whenever I'm in class or band. But I don't exactly hate it? Sometimes, maybe.

I slept at 6AM last night, I was doing the stupid math revision worksheet. I wouldn't mind sleeping at 6am everyday, as long as I can wake up after noon or something. WHOO WHOO WHOOO

Can I order books via Kinokuniya? And does Kinokuniya have Spoon.2di in stock or not??? I saw some SPOON magazine that was arriving but I don't know if its the same one. ARRRGGHHH I WANT ALL THE K POSTERS

I feel so angry all the time and its still a few weeks before ass week, I wonder what kind of monster I'll be during assweek.

Yeah I really feel so angry and emotional all the time. I hate that feeling when people make fun of me about something, and it makes me very upset but they meant it as joke without any ill intentions so I have to laugh it off (actually not really, I'm only good at sulking) but it just makes me so angry inside ah. I hate that feeling, it makes me feel like I'm really petty and can't take a joke. Maybe?

So... so... uh... huh?

Wouldn't it be nice to meet tomorrow?
posted on Friday, April 12, 2013 at 4/12/2013 12:07:00 AM | 0 cmnt/s

Listening to WHITE PRAYER gives me so many feels I love that song. That song just never grows old, it's one of my favourite Alice Nine songs. I need to get back all the music from my old PC. I was thinking, should I get DAYBREAK and SHADOWPLAY? It's really not worth it because singles are never worth it in my opinion, but 3 consecutive singles are always exciting.

It was Yusa's birthday 2 days ago and I still feel really happy that Yusa once recognized my existence and visited  my MEGU :')))))) It's also sort of strange to think about the fact that most bands know each other and hang out together. Like Yusa and Shou... eh. It makes me happy.

Happy Birthday Kusanagi Izumo :) It was yesterday though. Ugh Izumo is so underrated, I hope he gets a bigger role in season 2. Sigh if only Kusanagi Izumo really existed, I would frequent the HOMRA bar once I am of age. 

I'm becoming an idiot, I can only comment about looks because I can't put their personality into words and express my love :(((( I don't love Shou, Yusa and Izumo solely for their looks I really don't :'(((

Anyway, I think I'm getting from bad to worse. I can't think clearly and I don't know how to put my thoughts into words, it always comes out funny. I used to be able to think logically, but nowadays my mind is all jumbled up and blank at the same time I have no idea what I'm talking about??? How do I explain this feeling, it's kind of awkward and weird, like I have no idea what I want to say, but I know I want to say something. 

Why is nobody scanlating Hoozuki no Reitetsu? There are only 2 chapters on mangafox, and I am very angry. I love the manga and the whole vibe it gives I knew I would like it the moment I saw it. GIVE IT TO ME. I want to read about Hakutaku I know I love him already, maybe because his face is similar to Ozu's. Maybe they are really different. 

Gorg bby I want to know more about you pls

ACTUALLY, IT WAS NOMINATED FOR SOME AWARD, SO WHY ISN'T ANYONE SCANLATING IT??? THAT MEANS IT SHOULD BE GOOD RIGHT? DOES NOBODY KNOW THIS MANGA????? WHY

    wao u r sekkushiiiiiii 

I'm sorry for all the stupid posts, I should be banned from blogging whenever I'm like this. But the only time I feel like blogging is when I am like this. 

You're the same as me
posted on Saturday, April 6, 2013 at 4/06/2013 02:29:00 PM | 0 cmnt/s

Ahh... On Thursday ,I listened to Yurikago by SCREW for the first time in 1-2 years? Idk. It feels weird to see the YouTube comment about Yuuto leaving the band with '3 years ago' beside it. The comment was posted a day ago when I first viewed the video ughhghhh. 

Yeah SYF is over, so what?

I know people think I'm a slacker, so what? Maybe I am, I don't really care. 

I watched Tekkonkinkreet weeks ago, I don't remember when. I really liked it, it was quite intense, but I didn't really get the ending, especially the minotaur part. Everything Shiro says is kind of endearing but also rather sad. I don't know, watch it if you want to. I want Shiro's hats.

   

I don't know if I should read the manga, if I'm not wrong, its really long. I can't afford to read anymore long mangas, I'm already reading 2. 

   

I love the art, espcially all the buildings ahhhhh I want the artbooks

I think artbooks are the best things on earth, like if I wanted any anime merchandise, the thing I would want most is the artbook. Second in place would be figurines. 

I had a lot to say but I can't think right now, I feel like sleeping. 
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