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posted on Saturday, September 15, 2012 at 9/15/2012 11:21:00 PM | 0 cmnt/s

UE KARA~ MARIKO! Lol the MV is kind of dumb but Mariko is so pretty!

I think I got scammed on TM again... I hate getting inaccurate price checks. Someone told me my Toast was 4-5GC and after I traded it I found out it was actually 1-2ani!!! ARRGGGHHHH

Shadow VI II I is a cool song!

I feel a little lost. I can't concentrate, my mind keeps drifting away.

I have nothing to lose, except for my clothes, CDs, phone, netbook, magazine and badges.

Why are we scared of everything? It's quite ridiculous when I think about it, but there's no helping it, I'm the same too.

LET'S GO, IT IS OUR TURN!

Who is the one?

Raw
posted on Friday, September 14, 2012 at 9/14/2012 06:13:00 PM | 0 cmnt/s

Ugh, I hate Megumi. She's everything I hate. Bdjsnsondisjs the whole relationship is messed up because of this third wheel.

On the other hand, I love MEGU-MI.

I can't stand people.

I didn't go to school today. Whatever there wasn't any science period so I guess it's alright. I still feel kind of terrible though. Didn't do anything productive too, what a waste.

Lestat
posted on Wednesday, September 12, 2012 at 9/12/2012 06:34:00 PM | 0 cmnt/s

Fuck. I just found out that 9GOATS BLACK OUT announced that they were disbanding more than a month ago. I'm so upset right now. I really love 9GBO, they are currently the only band that has made me love every song by them. I don't even love every song by the GazettE, there are a few I don't really like but I genuinely love every song by 9GOATS. Ughhh and I was listening to Any while reading the announcement. 9GOATS always had something about them that makes their sound great. I don't know what, but all their songs have this feeling. The whole band has this sort of dark and light feeling, something very comfortable. But I'm glad they told us this early. I have time to cool myself down before they are officially disbanded next year. And they're releasing one last album. Haaa I have to get it no matter what. Okay, then it's good bye to Kimi wa boku da because I don't think I can't convince my parents to allow me to buy that many CDs.

9GOATS was kind of similar to deadman, yet different. Deadman is disbanded, and now 9GOATS BLACK OUT is disbanding. This really sucks.

To make my day worse, I just did CWO and had counseling. I could've gone home at 2 but ended up being dismissed at 5.40.

D.L.N
posted on Sunday, September 9, 2012 at 9/09/2012 09:13:00 PM | 0 cmnt/s

Ahhh I just realised that Perfume is coming to Singapore on my birthday.

And that MUCC and UNiTE are coming next month, literally right before ass week starts. Ugh. To make things worse, it's supposed to be a Singapore + Jakarta tour. Guess who is going to Jakarta? ALICE NINE. JHASBASKCHBASKHCBKASHVBKAJSHBKHASJBCAHSBCHSABCSACANS but I guess I'm glad they aren't coming this time, I think I will cry a lot because I can't go right before ass week anyway. Okie, if the GazettE, ScReW, Alice Nine, THE KIDDIE or 9GOATS BLACK OUT comes, I will go. Somehow.

I miss Canzel :( Canzel was good.

I love Joo Won. He's so talented! I'll elaborate more another time.

Hip hip hooray today is Sunday, school starts tomorrow.

End of the day
posted on Friday, September 7, 2012 at 9/07/2012 09:34:00 AM | 0 cmnt/s

I keep listening to the Bread, Love and Dreams OST. Silent melody is my favourite, it's intense. Especially the violin parts.

I can't ask about the CDs because my sister made my mom mad. Frustrating.

Kouign amann is very nice. It's a yummy bread pastry thing. I ate it just now. Google it! It looks delicious.

I wish I had TM clothing and accessories. They're all so nice. But nobody would wear in it Singapore anyway.

I plan to go to National library after OBS. Haaaaaa but I would probably be too lazy when the time comes.

Shit I'm damn angry, ragnarok isn't fully updated and nobody will scan and translate it. I can't remember what happened I just know Loki stayed for Mayura, and Odin was cool but weird. HELP I NEED IT DESPERATELY!!! Last time(and the only time) I read it was about 4-5 years ago? I can't survive without reading the ragnarok version again, it's the climax of the whole plot.

I think people are disgusting. Period.

Get Backers... uhm. Is Makubex a girl? I forgot what gender he was. I always thought he was a boy since he looks like boy and kind of sounds like a boy. He also acts like a boy. I think he is a boy. But when he suddenly said 'This is my womb' and got all the womb virtual reality going, I got all confused. How can a male have a womb? He even pressed his stomach and  BAM the side of the womb knocked Kazuki. I know what I'm saying here doesn't make sense right now, so if you want to understand, watch Get Backers. Basically, the recovery team was in Makubex's womb because Makubex was pregnant HAHAHHAHAHA just joking, Makubex created a virtual reality where it looks like they're in a womb, which is apparently Makubex's. Anyway, the whole womb thing was disgusting, the walls looked really sick. But what I found really weird was... people like Kazuki and Hevn were saying 'It really looks like the real thing!' HUH HOW WOULD THEY KNOW WHAT THE INSIDE OF THE WOMB LOOKS LIKE. ESPECIALLY KAZUKI, HE DOESN'T EVEN HAVE ONE.

In Get Backers, gender does not matter.

Demons
posted on Thursday, September 6, 2012 at 9/06/2012 12:28:00 AM | 0 cmnt/s

So I'm reading a shoujo manga... and somehow, people in mangas just are so beautiful. Even the worst of the lot seem better than people here. Taka is so cute and sweet, he's the most perfect kind of person.

I feel a bit abnormal. It's like I've gone a little mad today. I just deleted half the stuff I typed because it's weird and crazy.

If only courage didn't go to waste. Now, it's just considered disgusting, weird or annoying. Maybe it wasn't courage, maybe it was a want for change.

Booo I live with so many regrets, I try to forget but people just keep reminding me.

I try to stick to what I planned, what I said I would do, but I just can't. I really don't have determination? Or maybe I have no willpower? Or maybe I'm just lazy to the core.

I'm always contradicting myself and having conflicting thoughts. Sometimes, I tell myself that I'd be a bright sunflower like Yusa. Sometimes when I'm really tired of having to please people, I tell myself I'd just ignore everyone. But all these things are really hard to do.

ProudiA is so nice, it's a work of art, my friends!

I think I'm a little bit mental. Also, I can't express my thoughts properly, they're all choppy and they don't really say what I want to say.

I've been getting heartburn for a while now. It's kind of annoying.

So stand and watch it burn
posted on Monday, September 3, 2012 at 9/03/2012 10:41:00 PM | 0 cmnt/s

Ahhhh. I have so many things to say that I don't know where to start.

DIVISION is already out, I want to buy it. I also wanted to buy Acchan's Kimi wa boku da, but I can't seem to ask my parents. But that's because I'm a bad child, I think I've turned into an ill-mannered delinquent. I just don't understand why they are treating me so weirdly, it's kind of annoying. I'm not a mental patient. But I want DIVISION so badly I have to do something about it.

I'm listening to ProudiA by born. I kind of love and hate trying new bands, because they're so nice but it's a hassle to have to keep up with so many bands. I remember when I tried to keep up with the GazettE, Alice Nine, SuG, ScReW, ayabie, LM.C, THE KIDDIE and 9GOATS BLACK OUT at the same time. I almost died. Anyway, now I've relaxed my obsession and stalking of bands and wait till information chances upon me. But ProudiA is a very nice song, I like songs like that. There are a lot of nice songs and bands in the j-rock genre.

I was a bit sad about what happened to ayabie, but I'm really confused about what actually happened. I just thought it was mean to leave Aoi all alone, but I heard he was arrogant. But I think the new name really stupid. I was so pissed off. Sure, you can leave, it's your own choice. However, to create a 'new' band called AYABIE? It's the exact same name but in caps, and it's the same members minus Aoi. When you leave a band, especially like this, it's in the past. Wtf are you guys trying to do? I've never tried AYABIE, but I don't think I will because I don't think I can stand seeing that band name and knowing it's not ayabie.

Everyone is stressed. Everyone has their own problems and such. So we should always try to understand and not judge. I'm terrible, but I can't. Sometimes I just find your problems so trivial and I don't think we can ever be friends. I'd like to say that I genuinely tried. I really tried to put myself in your shoes, but even after 'understanding' your situation, I still don't agree. It's too bad, but looks like things will just keep going downhill.

Honestly, I don't know if it's me or you. I just feel annoyed and disgusted at what you've become/what I see in you.

T.M.Revolution is coming for AFA! I'm excited.

I'm at Loki Ragnarok. Yeah, I'm re-reading Matantei Loki/The Mythical Detective Loki. It's one of the mangas that I just feel so happy reading. I love Loki so much. Everything about him is so charming. I'm glad I'm re-reading, I understand it a lot more. I didn't understand the whole last part about Odin and the other Loki last time, because I was a stupid kid. Or maybe after watching Thor I understand about Jotnar. But in the book... Loki was Odin's sworn brother? Anyway, Matantei Loki makes me interested in norse mythology. One day, I will... one day.

Royce chocolate is heavenly.


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