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Toss up my heart and see where it lands
posted on Monday, January 30, 2012 at 1/30/2012 11:38:00 PM | 0 cmnt/s

I can't believe it. I'm having 步步惊心 withdrawal symptoms. Did I ever mention how important I think OSTs are? The songs for 步步惊心 are nice, and that's saying something because there are only few Chinese songs I actually like. Bread, love and dreams's OST was also damn nice. I realized that I always have withdrawal symptoms when I watch the last episode of something. LIKE GET BACKERS!!! Omg I felt super sad, like part of my life just disappeared, even though I didn't watch much of the anime. HELP I HATE HAVING WITHDRAWAL SYMPTOMS. Maybe I just shouldn't watch dramas till the end.

I feel like I'm wasting my life if I continue studying. Hahha what should I do!!!! Nothing, just continue studying -__-

SHITTT EVERYTHING IS GOING WRONG. The show just made me reflect on everything and NOW JUST. ARRRRRGGGHHHH. Help, I'm going to go crazy at this rate.

I wanted to live my own way
posted on Sunday, January 29, 2012 at 1/29/2012 11:46:00 PM | 0 cmnt/s

Spent the whole day watching Scarlet Heart. I've finished watching the whole show. Hahah, I feel empty. Damn. Such a sad show, I didn't cry though. Don't know why everyone was all like 'YOU'LL CRY BY THE SECOND HALF OF THE SHOW!!' I only teared up a little when the 4th prince cried over Maertai Ruoxi's death. Her death wasn't even as sad lol. Ariel said that's just because I'm biased HAHAHA trudat. I just wonder... WHY DO SO MANY PRINCES LIKE HER?! That girl is so darn lucky and she didn't even end up marrying 4th prince grrr. WHERE IS MY 4TH PRINCE?

I'm super angsty wtf is wrong with me. HATING ON EVERYONE NOW WATCH OUT.

Haha I'm the exact type of person I hate the most. Honestly, if I met myself I would bitchslap myself x12184827642874. Kind of hypocritical. I see flaws in others which really makes me go all 'WTF, grow up', but I'm really just the same. HAHAHHAHA.

I wish I was born in the olden days, where there was no school. I'd be playing with a cow right now?

Love will keep us alive
posted on Saturday, January 28, 2012 at 1/28/2012 12:51:00 AM | 0 cmnt/s

Wow, some people are just so humble. It's like they'll die if they don't talk about how good they are every single day. Really, just shut up.

I didn't present my speech today. I SLEPT AT 2.30 TO MEMORISE MY SPEECH. Tch.

HAHAHHAHA band prac with Yunise Foo was so funny. We did stupid things and took stupid pictures. HAHAHAHHA we also took pictures of Becky <3<3

Valentines Day Fair in MEGU! Items that can be bought! :D

But of course there's a catch.

THEY CAN ONLY BE BOUGHT WITH ELIXIRS!!! And I wanted to give one to Yusa (●´ー｀●)  STUPID WHY DOES THE VALENTINES FURNITURE COST 30 ELIXIRS?! SO EXPENSIVE!!!!!

I think sleeping late is really starting to take its toll on me. I feel nauseous the moment I get into the car and I feel like vomiting randomly. And... I FEEL ZOMBIFIED!

Did I mention how much I like the show Scarlet Heart? Oh my goodness, I love the 4th prince.

I feel a little shitty now, so good night.

21, 2, 3, 4, Theia all the way!
posted on Saturday, January 14, 2012 at 1/14/2012 12:09:00 AM | 0 cmnt/s

Today, now yesterday, was the last day of ORIENTATION 2012. GREY, MAKE IT GREAT. OG11! Teeheeeeee such naughty kids that make me angry sometimes but they're still so cute in the end. Hahahha Benjamin screams like a girl! :DD Everyone in the OG likes to make him scream. Joab is the nicest guy of the whole OG, the most sane one too. Haha he sings nicely! I was so shocked when they did come up with an OG cheer! Well, Lydia came up with it. Hahah I got confused between Lydia and Sarah at first. Feng Dan is the only OG11 in 102 :/ The all famous mixed blood Mr. Power is in 102 too! Everyone kept spazzing about him but there was this other Ignis guy in 102 that was so cool *_* Anyway, their co-PM is Mrs Sia! :D:D She disappeared halfway lol. I can't wait to see the OG photos. OG11 OIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII.

Walk-in... SUCCESS! Even though I did some parts a little off beat, I'm glad I didn't forget anything. I can't believe it ended just like that. I was so nervous behind the curtains I felt like puking out my pizza and pepsi. Then the THEIA/TERRA orientees did a cheer for us! Then everyone just felt so happy I forgot the nervous feeling. Sue-Ann, Gary and Rachel also came to watch us! :D Sue-Ann looks so different, she dyed her hair, changed her hairstyle a little and even painted her nails! Rachel was in formal-ish clothing so I didn't recognise her. So happy, so darn glad I tried for OGL even though my GPA was bullshit. SH walk-in, we'll own the stage!

Thank you Meng Yuan and Vanessa for coming down to watch us! :')

If I have the time, I'd want to be OGL next year too. Such a great experience. The moves we made for the One scream Two shout cheer was so funny and cool! Abra moves :P I think Abra will become a Terra dance tradition! :D Abra is so funny.

I WANT TO HAVE AN OG OUTING NOWWWWWW.

This is not my heart
posted on Monday, January 9, 2012 at 1/09/2012 11:18:00 PM | 0 cmnt/s

Listening to Nirvana makes me comfortably numb LOLOLOLOLOL. Okay that was stupid, Comfortably numb wasn't even by them. It's by PINK FLOYD, HURRAH!!! I don't know why nobody from class(meaning 02) likes that song, they said its boring, but I like that kind of songs, it's a little like Mako's buried with the light. It's the kind of song where you're in a trance, rocking back and forth.

So, anyway Path recommended me a bunch of songs, and now I'm listening to a song I haven't heard in ages, but it's so nice. About a girl, by The Academy is... I'M NOOOOOOOOOT IIIIIIIIIN LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE. THIS IS NOOOOOOOOOOT MYYYYYYYYYYYYY HEAAAAAAAARRRRRRT. Everybody, please go listen to it right now.

Anyway, back to Nirvana. I just read Kurt Cobain's suicide note, I felt like crying. I feel like stomping and going crazy when I listen to Nirvana, it's like I can be a zombie.

Today was the first day of school. It sucked. Well, class sucked. I'm right at the front, 5 cm away from where the teacher stands, hooray. I'm so glad I'm an OGL, I can escape the shithole for a week, but on wednesday I have to go back for lessons till lunch, grr.

Am I bipolar?

Maybe tomorrow I'll have a chance to live.
posted on Friday, January 6, 2012 at 1/06/2012 10:21:00 PM | 0 cmnt/s

I've been mad pissed and irritable since Wednesday night, after I saw the class allocations. Even seeing stupid people on Facebook makes me want to smash something and go crazy. At the moment I feel like beating up 70% of the JH3s because I'm hot tempered and irritable like that.

I've been listening to Pledge the whole day, it's a good song, really. I'm still not done with my LA speech, not to mention prep notes, I'm screwed. Then I have Chinese and Math.

Teru really doesn't look real. I mean when other people say things like '-insert random jrocker- looks like a FF character!' I'd be like lol not really, I mean it's not exactly what you see everyday but it's so obvious they're real. But Teru, his face looks so... unreal.


Maybe it's just me, ah whatever.

Oh my god the GazettE is turning 10 this year wtfwtfwtfwtf it feels like they were 7 just yesterday. I'm so excited, I'd better bake some cake and celebrate alone or something.

More than thinking back upon I want to forget
posted on Sunday, January 1, 2012 at 1/01/2012 03:50:00 PM | 0 cmnt/s

Happy new year! 2012. I hope the world ends, it's interesting.

JH3 life is coming soon, I don't even want to think about it. I won't be surprised if I become a student at risk.

LA... I still haven't started. I'm so lazy and distracted grr.

My MEGU is becoming a big part of my life... is that bad? Haha.

Capsule is nice, I like Hello. I think the album cover for Player is super cool.

Is it not?
You can see her eyes if you move further away, sort of.

I still can't decide between long and short hair. So now my hair is at shoulder length. Long hair is bloody hard to manage but so... idk elegant and feminine-ish. Short hair is easy to manage and it looks cute, but I'll miss my hair :( Her hair is cool poofy and cute, I want short hair like that.

I don't know what's wrong with me, I can't make decisions and I daydream a lot now. I also feel giddy often, but I think that's because of the couple dance lol.
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